Take or Leave?
Regarding to the last post, in fact, Allah gives another unpredictable way for me. Indeed, if you have read my previous stories about ups and downs attempts of several scholarship and working applications, or stories in Instagram (anyway, thank you for all of you guys who voted and give me some suggestions, you help me a lot), you have known that I was rejected by him (ups, no. by them hehe); Stipendium Hungaricum, LPDP Santri, and KAUST Scholarship (King Abdullah University of Science and Technology, Jeddah KSA), and I still have one more application that will be announced in the middle of the year (Australia Award Scholarship), although the chance to be accepted is -you know lah- wkwk.
Well, as I mentioned above, the unpredictable way which came to me is I am accepted in the best university in a "country" in the South East Asia (I will mention the name in the next post). Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal. I am so pleased and this news mesmerized not only my parents but also my lecturers in the bachelor program and my peers. Apparently, tidak semudah itu fergusso. Even though, my parents give me the green light, the conditions that I said in the last post and the voices of my heart (hmmmm) force me to delay my pursuing study.
Am I dilemma? even it almost drives me crazy since I have to make a decision this week and the class will be started next month. Should I go along my heart ? Should I prioritize "ridho" from parents? or Should I focus to be a mom-like?
Take it or Leave it?
Well, as I mentioned above, the unpredictable way which came to me is I am accepted in the best university in a "country" in the South East Asia (I will mention the name in the next post). Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal. I am so pleased and this news mesmerized not only my parents but also my lecturers in the bachelor program and my peers. Apparently, tidak semudah itu fergusso. Even though, my parents give me the green light, the conditions that I said in the last post and the voices of my heart (hmmmm) force me to delay my pursuing study.
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Am I dilemma? even it almost drives me crazy since I have to make a decision this week and the class will be started next month. Should I go along my heart ? Should I prioritize "ridho" from parents? or Should I focus to be a mom-like?
Take it or Leave it?
Semangat sayangkuuu. Ridho orang tua itu ridho Allah juga. Insyaallah khair 😚
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