Catatan Kejujuran di Akhir Tahun 2019
2019 will leave us soon. What happened so far trough this year? Seeing people post their achievements on 2019 does not make me envy or feeling disappointed with my life. Surely, I feel its hurt if I try to flashback to 2019. But, then I see 2020 and I push my self to write this post in order to learn from the past and be a better person in the future. 2019, a darkest year in my life. They said, how lucky you are: living abroad. Nope guys, what you see in my social media is only a happiness I rarely post how I was crying, frustrated, or even you do not know that I ever though to suicide. Because I only want to share the happiness and give the positive vibes to others. Mental healthiness is important chil, its OK to be not OK and its OK to share your fail or sadness. NO. I know the capacity of my self, and I do not need to do that. I am very blessed to have my loved one: family and friends. I do not even know how many times I call or send them message to keep my mind war...